And I wanna play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck, and kiss your face, and hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food. Meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day, talk about your day. And laugh at your, paranoia. And give you tapes you don't listen to, and watch great films, watch terrible films. and tell you about the tv program I saw the night before. And not laugh at your jokes.
Want you in the morning but let you sleep in for awhile. Tell you how much I love, your eyes, your lips, your tits, your arse. And sit on the steps smoking till your neighbors come home, and sit on the steps smoking till you come home. And worry you're late, and amazed when you're early.
And give you sunflowers, and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I'm wrong, and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever.
Hearing your voice, in my ear. Feel your skin, on my skin. And get scared when you're angry, and tell you you're gorgeous, and hug you when you're anxious, and hold you when you hurt, and want you when I smell you, and offend you when I touch you, and whimper when I'm next to you, and whimper when I'm not.
Dribble on your breast, smother you in the night, and get cold when you take the blanket, and hot when you don't, and melt when you smile, and dissolve when you laugh, but not understand how you think I'm rejecting you, when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder, how you could think I'd ever reject you. And wonder who you are, but accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, and the enchanted forest boy, who flew across the ocean, because he loved you.
And buy you presents you don't want, and take them away again, and ask you to marry me, and you'll say no again, but keep on asking because though, you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you.
I wander the city, thinking. But it's empty without you. But I want what you want
and think I'm losing myself, but, but, but, I'll tell you the worst of me, and try, to give you the best of me, because, you don't deserve any less.
Answer your questions when I'd rather not, and tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest, because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over but, hang on for just ten more minutes, before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you.
And somehow, somehow communicate some of the, overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all encompassing, heart enriching, mind expanding, ongoing, never ending, love, I have, for you.